Sunday, January 16, 2011

People don't change, they just become more what they really are ..

MIS OLI SINU:
viimane jook - sprite.
viimane telefonikõne - rainile (mitte kala)
viimane sõnum - indrek saatis mulle, ma vastasin.
viimane laul, mida kuulasid - dan blan - justify sex
viimane kord kui nutsid - üleeile.

KAS SA OLED KUNAGI:

käinud kellegagi 2 korda - jah
olnud suhtes petetud -  jah
kaotanud kellegi erilise -  jah

olnud täis ja oksendanud - jah

JÄRJESTA 3 LEMMIKVÄRVI:


EELMISEL AASTAL SA:

said uusi sõpru - jah
läksid kellegist lahku - päris mitu korda 
naersid seni kuni nutsid - jah
kohtusid kellegagi, kes sind muutis - jah 
leidsid, kes su tõelised sõbrad on - leidsin
leidsid, et keegi rääkis sinust - cmoon, arvata on.

ÜLDINE:
armastad oma perekonda - armastan

kas sul on lemmikloomi -  on, 2 chinchillat, koer, 2 kassi & 4 kala :D
kas sa tahad oma nime muuta -  ei, kellele ei meeldi siis FUO!
mida sa tegid oma eelmise sünnipäeva jaoks - kutsusin rahva kokku ? :D
mis kell sa täna üles ärkasid - 13.07
mida sa tegid täna südaööl - eee, netis olin vist.
nimeta midagi, mida sa EI JÕUA ära oodata - my sweet 16, SUVE & teda ...
viimane kord kui oma ema nägid - just käis siinsamas ja ütles, et muusikat vaikseks keeraksin.
mis on üks asi, mida sa sooviksid oma elus muuta - ennast ja minu enda elustiili
mida sa praegu kuulad - I just had sex (ft. Akon)

kas sa oled kunagi rääkinud inimesega kelle nimi on Tom - olen :)
mis käib sulle praegu närvidele - et issi vingub ja ma toa ära koristaks :)
kõige külastatuim netilehekülg - orkut
kus sa praegu olla tahad - soojal maal päevitada ja ujuda
hüüdnimed - anni, annu, sipsik, anne, kai, totu, lotte, kiisu
suhte staatus- PIHH PÄH PUHH, MEEST EI TAHA MA - AITÄH! 
tähtkuju - kaksikud
mees või naine - neiu*
silmade värv - pruun
telefoninumber  -  56750944
juuksevärv - blond, loomulik aga brünett
pikad või lühikesed - keskmised
pikkus - 171
kas sulle meeldib keegi(romantiliselt) - jah
mis sulle enda puhul meeldib - aktiivsus
augustused - nabaneet, kõrvarõngad
tätoveeringud - puuduvad
paremakäeline või vasakukäeline - vasakukäeline 
esimene opp - pole
esimene augustamine - kõrvarõngad 
kõige esimene parim sõber - sandra 
kes on su praegune parim sõber - liisu, janet, kätu, jupi, raigo, sander 
esimene armumine - Mikk

PRAEGUSEL HETKEL:
sööd - porgandit
jood - sprite
mida kavatsed teha - toa ära  koristada, aga ei õnnestu
kuulad - muusikat 
ootad - teda...
SINU TULEVIK:
tahad lapsi saada - tahan 
tahad abielluda -  jah
karjäär - huvitegevus
huuled või silmad -  huuled
pikem või lühem - pikem
vanem või noorem -  vanem kui 15 ja noorem kui 20.
ilus kõht või ilusad käed -  kõht
hooliv või lärmakas -  hooliv
kohting või suhe -  kohting
pahanduste otsija või kahtleja - pahanduste otsija .. 

KAS SA OLED KUNAGI:
joonud midagi kanget -  jah

kaotanud kontaktläätsed/prillid -  jah, prillid
murdnud kellegi südame -  olen, :/
olnud murtud südamega - olen
olnud arreteeritud -  kuidas võtta :D
andnud kellelegi korvi - jah
nutnud kui keegi suri - jah
armunud sõpra - jah

KAS SA USUD:
endasse - oleneb, aga harva jah
imedesse - ei
Jõuluvanasse - jah
inglitesse - ei

VASTA AUSALT:
on sul kunagi olnud korraga rohkem kui 1 poiss/tüdruk - jah
kas sa laulsid täna - jah
oled sa teinud midagi keelatut - jah 
oled sa kedagi petnud(suhtes) -  jah
kui sa suudaksid minna ajas tagasi, siis kui kaugele sa läheksid ja miks - 2010 suvi .. parandaks vea, mille tegin... SUURE VEA.
kui sa saaksid valida ühe päeva eelmisest aastast ja selle uuesti läbi elada, siis mis päev see oleks - 20. juuni (mu sünnipäev) 
kas sa kardad kellessegi teisse armuda - 

Saturday, January 15, 2011

NONII, NÜÜD ON MUL KOGUNENUD IGASUGUSEID AFORMISME JA MÕTTETERASID NIIPALJU, ET MA JAGAN NEID TEIEGA .. AEGA KÜLL VÕTTIS, AGA KIRJUTATUD SAIN ENAMUSE, OSAD VÕIBOLLA JÄID VEEL MEELDE TULEMATA, AGA JAH, ENAMUS ON OLEMAS. SIIT VÕITE LEIDA ENDALE IGAKS ELUJUHTUMIKS LAUSEID. :)
My heart isn't yours to claim. It's mine to give away.











People don't change, they just become more what they really are ..

It's sad when the people you know, became people you knew. When you can walk right past someone, like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can barely even look at them... 

If I had to count the reasons why I love you .. I'd have to count forever !



Everything that has beginning has and end .
What's better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?

It's amazing how one day somebody walks into your life and suddenly you can't remember how you lived life without him .
 You never know what you got until it's gone.

She will chase you around for a while, but theres going to be a day when she's gonna stop running incircles around you. She's going to get over you and at that very moment you're going to wish you had let her catch you
 


The day i will stop lovin you, is the day when i close my eyes 4ever.

Nothing lasts forever , so live it up , drink it down , laught it off , avoid the bullshit , take chances & never have regrets , because at one point , everything you did was exactly what you wanted .

I want u so much. It hurts.

I trusted you, I told you everything, I told you thing's I've never told anyone. I really thought you were different, but you're not, you're the same as them! 

I'm sick of crying, tired of trying .. yeah, i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying.
 

If girl cries, there will be many reasons, but if a boy cries, only 1 reason - A GIRL.
 

Sometimes I think about the first time I realized that I loved you ... it was as if my eyes took a picture at that moment and stored it in my heart. Sometimes I think about how much my life has changed because of you. I think about you and your happiness, about us and our life together, and I realize that you are as much a part of me now as the air I breathe and the dreams I have. But, from time to time, I still like to remember the first time I looked into your eyes and saw my future there.


I hate you, and then i love you. It's like i want to throw you off a cliff, then rush to the bottom to catch you.


You are all, what i need ! You know what i mean-that you are My Everything...
 

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep, when we cry, when we imagine, when we kiss, when we pray? Because, the most beautiful things in the world can not be seen with your eyes, it must be felt with your heart
 

It's funny how someone can break you're heart into million little pieces and you still love him with these pieces.
 

You know your in love when you can't sleep because your reality is better than your dreams.


You're the only one I want, the only one I need and the only one without who I can't breath 
Just for once, I want someone to be afraid of losing me. 
It was only just for fun... and now you're my number one ! 

No matter what I do, I always forget to forget you.

Love is like war: easy to start, hard to end, inpossible to forget.
If you were to ask how many times u run trough my mind, I'd only say once because u never even left.

Dreams coming true...yup that's what it feels like to be with you!
 




Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”





I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you


“You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.”


“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”


“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”



“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.”


“One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.”


“Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.”


“Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.”


“Every man is afraid of something. That's how you know he's in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you.”


"Love is like an earthquake-unpredictable, a little scary, but when the hard part is over you realize how lucky you truly are.”


“It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.”

“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.”


Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

“Love is one of the hardest words to say and one of the easiest to hear.”

“The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.”

“We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them. We say we love trees, yet we cut them down. And people still wonder why some are afraid when told they are loved.”

“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.”

“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”

“You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”

“Do not love me because i love you, love me for loving me.”

“What is love? Love is when one person knows all of your secrets... your deepest, darkest, most dreadful secrets of which no one else in the world knows... and yet in the end, that one person does not think any less of you; even if the rest of the world does.”


“If you have to think about whether you love someone or not then the answer is no. When you love someone you just know.”

“You want me to act like we've never kissed, you want to forget; pretend we've never met , and I've tried and I've tried, but I haven't yet... You walk by, and I fall to pieces.”

“You know that you are in love when the hardest thing to do is say good-bye!!”

“There is nothing in the world so wonderful as to love and be loved; there is nothing so devastating as love lost.”

“To love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, but to be loved by the one you love is everything”


“You can't stop loving or wanting to love because when its right, it's the best thing in the world. When you're in a relationship and it's good, even if nothing else in your life is right, you feel like your whole world is complete.”





Külmunud süda ei tähenda viha. See on periood, kus sa oled saanud üle kõigest, sa ei taha midagi enam tagasi, ei taha kedagi tagasi. On need, kes on. Ja nende jaoks jääb süda alati soojaks ja hoolivaks. Külmununa tunned, et ei taha lasta kedagi endale ligi. Ei taha lihtsalt jälle usaldada ja pettuda. Kuid ükskord tuleb see päev, kui meie juurde tullakse ja ollakse meie kõrval. Lihtsalt igal sammul ollakse meiega. Võibolla see aitab? Ehk.




See, mida oled kunagi armastanud, jääb sulle aardeks igavesti

It kills me to know that you're online ,but you wont talk to me ,then I realize She's online too

You didn't lose me, you let me go.

I guess we all make mistakes sometimes.But you were my biggest


A wise boys kisses ,but does not love ,listens but does not believe and leaves before he is left.

Having a guy dump you and say "We can still be friends" Is like having your mom say "Your dog died ,but you can still keep it."

Armastan sind, ainult mitte sellepärast, milline oled sina, vaid ka sellepärast, milline olen mina sinuga.

Pole midagi valusamat kui pettuda armastatud inimeses.

Armasta kui sind armastatakse, unusta enne kui sind unustatakse.

Naistele meeldib matemaatika: nad jagavad oma vanuse kahega, korrutavad oma riietuse maksumuse kolmega ning liidavad sõbranna vanusele vähemalt viis.


Miks pannakse orkaanidele naiste nimed: tulles on nad märjad ja metsikud, kuid lahkuvad koos sinu maja ja autoga.

Meie alguse ja lõpu vahel on vaid petlik sekund.


Sa võid mu maha jätta,kuid palun ära mind peta

Ma võin tunda su peale viha, kuid siiski ununeb see, kui ma sind näen .

Ma lasin su käest, arvates, et tuleb paremaid. Avastades lõpuks, et oled ainuke, kes midagi on tähendanud ja tähendad siiamaani.

"Sa küsid, millest selline ma olen? Kord tujutu ja halb, kord jälle hell ja õrn. Sa küsid, kas mul südant pole, kas kordki ma pole armastand. Ma parem vaikin, kuid vastata ei suuda, sest ei aita sõnad, kui ei mõista hing. Ja kui mind õrnalt enda vastu surud, siis surra võin, sest nõnda armastan ma sind."


Vahest on selline tunne, et ei tea isegi, mida tahaks. Tegelikult nagu ei olegi mingit tunnet. Ainult väsimus ja tühjus. Ma ei saa aru enam ei endast, ega teistest. Ma ei saa aru, miks sul oli vaja üldse tulla, kui sa kavatsed varsti lahkuda. Või tulid sa ainult mõne teise asja pärast, mida ma isegi ei oska seletada. Jäävadki ainult küsimused, ilma vastusteta. See piinab. Aga ma siiski tänan, sest ilusat on palju ..



Tired of trying, Sick of crying, yeah i'm smiling but inside i'm dying!


Kui ma oskaksin olla, siis ma oleks Sinu jaoks ideaalne

Kõige valjemini nõutakse tavaliselt vaikust.


Kui tihti pole miskit hästi ja kui harva on KÕIK täiuslik.


Ma ei saa aru, miks peab alati midagi ilgelt sitasti minema, et meile meelde tuleks, kui vedanud meil tegelikult on! Miks on alati vaja õnnetusi, et inimesed hakkaksid elu väärtustama? Miks on vaja hoolida inimestest pärast surma, kui me pole seda teinud nende eluajal

Kas kestab see kaua? Kas seekord on ilus? Jah, seekord on hea, ei tunne ma vilu. Seekord on päris, nii nagu kombeks. Oh seekord ma tean, me jääme ka homseks. Ma palun ennast, et hoiaksin seda, ma palun ennast, et vajaksin teda.

Ma olin laps kui sa mind kohtasid Ma olin laps keda sa muuta proovisid Ma olin laps kelle nime sa mustasid Ma olin laps kellele sa haiget tegid Ma olin laps kes uskus su juttu Ma olin laps kes sai suureks ruttu Ma olin laps ja sina olid purjus Ma olin laps kuid sina olid lurjus Ma olin laps stopp!Sa olid ka kaine Ma olin laps kuid nüüd ma olen naine

Miks on nii, et kui kaotad kellegi, siis igaveseks, aga kui leiad kellegi, siis ainult hetkeks?

Kasvades õpime, et isegi see üksainus inimene, kes ei tohiks meid kunagi alt vedada, teeb seda ilmselt siiski.

Me südamed murduvad ilmselt rohkem, kui üks kord ja iga korraga on see raskem.
Me tülitseme parima sõbraga, me nutame, sest aeg lendab liiga kiirelt ning lõpuks kaotame kellegi, keda armastame. Nii et tee liiga palju fotosid, naera liiga palju ja armasta, nagu poleks kunagi haiget saanud, sest iga 60 sekundit pahurust on minut õnne, mida ei saa kunagi tagasi.
Ära karda, et su elu lõppeb, karda, et see ei algagi!


ja see ei tähenda, et ma nutan ja tahan sind tagasi, ma lihtsalt tuletasin meelde aegu mil ma sind veel armastasin.

Kui sündisid, nutsid sina ning maailm rõõmustas. Elama peab nii, et kui sured, siis sina rõõmustad ning maailm nutab


Ära taha olla see, kes sa pole, vaid ole see, kes olema pead, ning varsti avastad, et olid see, kes olla tahtsid...


I guess nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances & never have regrets, because at one point, everything you did, was exactly what you wanted!

Loogika viib sind punktist A punkti B, kujutlusvõime aga kõikjale

Kartlik kuuleb sahinaid igal sammul

See, mida oled kunagi armastanud, jääb sulle aardeks igavesti


Miks igatseb süda seda, mida iial kätte ei saa?


Me õpime ainult nendelt, keda me armastame.

Ärge kunagi kahetsege. Kõik hea on imetore. Kõik halb on kogemus.


Kaotad sõbrast poole, kui ta armub.

Kui oodatakse, tunduvad hetked aastatena, kui aga meenutatakse, tunduvad aastad hetkedena.

"Kõik,mida raha eest saab, on odavalt saadud."

Suurim rahuldus on teha seda, mida teiste arvates sa teha ei suuda.

Life ends when you stop dreaming. Hope ends when you stop believing. Love ends when you stop caring. So - DREAM, BELIEVE AND ALWAYS CARE!


Hea advokaat tunneb seadust, väga hea advokaat aga kohtunikku


You talk to God - you're religious; God talks to you - you're psychotic





PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, BUT IT'S OKAY BECAUSE IT WAS A LONG TIME AGO AND I HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A GREAT LIFE, I KNOW YOU WILL, BUT PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU!!!!

Kuulujutud tulevad siis, kui kuuled midagi, mis meeldib, kellestki, kes ei meeldi.

Esimese armastuse pettus õpetab tütarlastele mängima poiste südametega

hetkel mil jääd mõtlema, kas sa inimest armastad või mitte, oled igaveseks lakanud teda armastamast.
armastuse puhul on ainsaks küsimuseks - millisest hetkest hakatakse valetama?!

This could be so much more. So much more than a casual kiss, and a quick caress beneath the sheets. This really could be the beginning of something, something thats takes us both somewhere, that translates both of us. Changes us. And we can only do it together. And all I’m asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you dont feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.


And me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it’s not some place you can look for, ’cause it’s not where you go. It’s how you feel for a moment in your life when you’re a part of something, and if you find that moment… it lasts forever…



Läheb aeg mööda ja mõistad, kui palju võib kahetseda õeldud sõnu ja tegemata jäänud tegusi. Kuid siis on juba hilja nutta taga aegu – aegu, mis on jäänud minevikku !



Naerata ja see paneb inimesi huvi tundma, millest sa mõtled

Teise inimese vead on kui autotuled. Need paistavad silma heledamalt kui enda omad.
does it make you happy,to see me down? does it make you dead, to see me drown?

I'm guess i'm your entertaiment, you don't know what you wasted, but soon you'll see

i've been waiting for the day when you'll realize, what we have come along just once in our life time

What doesn't kill you, makes you wish it did.

I'm tired of people telling me what to do and trying to live up to everyone's expectations.

I wanted everything to say the same, but feelings fade and people change.

It's funny how you believe me, when i say i'm fine

Missing someone... it's like every moment you're doing something, you're wishing they were right there with you

Sometimes too much happiness can be frightening, 'cause you know- THINGS END!

I'm lost.. lost in dreams and reality.

Don't think.Don't fucking think, cause when you think, you realize just how fucked up everything really is. You realise you don't know how you got where you are, you don't know what are you doing and where are you going.. and you don't know what to do anymore.

If you don't want sarcastic answer, then don't ask stupid question.

Other people will like you, when you let them to control you, but it isn't worth it.

we chase the people who ignore us, and ignore the people who adore us.

the best feeling in the world is- when the person who you like, likes you back.

It's funny when day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, then everything is different.

forget what hurt you in the past, but never forget what it taught you

Sometimes you can't tell to anybody how you really feel :(

There are moments in life that i will always remember. Not because they were important, but because you were there. ://


No matter how serious life gets, you still gotta have that one person you can be completely stupid with.

sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don't trust them, but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.


No one ever gets tired of loving, but everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing promises saying sorry and all the hurting.

it's not about the time that you have, it's how you cry and how you laugh, who do you love and how you mean it and do you really mean it?

Do you remember when you said you'd never forget this..

what hurts more than losing you, is knowing you're not fighting to keep me

I may not have given you a lot to remember me, but please promise you won't never forget me.

feelings don't die easily cuz we keep feeding them with memories, that's exactly the reason why it's so hard to move on


if you're not jealous, then you don't love the person, if you don't love the person, you're not supposed to be jealous


Duh, ofcourse i miss him, but let's just keep this a little secret


i wish i could forget, that you fucked up my life

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
you make me wanna holc you till the morning light.



You never showed, that you were scared of losing me.

Am i really that easy to let go of?

It's never going to be the same, and that's what killing me.


You can have everything what you want, if you only fight for it.

i want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go

I want to wear your sweatshirt to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out at night to look at the stars with you, play your favorite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks with you, laugh until i can't breathe, hols hands, build a fort and have a snowball fight, sit in front of the fireplace and talk about life. I want to fall hopelessly in love with you

I don't fucking live to please you


Wasn't it beautiful, when you believed in my everything?

When was the last time,when you did something for the first time?

Paljud kõnnivad üle su südame, aga on üks, kes sinna oma jäljed jätab.
Vahel tahaks sulle lihtsalt kõrva sosistada, kui palju ma sind armastan

Someday you will cry for me, like i cried for you. Someday you will miss me, like i missed you. Someday you will need me, i like needed you. Someday you will love me, but i wont love you

Varem oli naisi, kes oskasid keeta sama hästi kui nende emad. Nüüd on naisi, kes oskavad juua sama palju kui nende isad

Ära kiindu kellessegi niipalju, et ei suudaks temast hiljem loobuda...

Miks inimesed kardavad öelda -armastan. Miks ei julge paluda -kallista. Miks keelavad öelda -suudle. Aga ei karda öelda -unusta.


Ärge kunag
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you . 


You're like my own personal brand of heroin. 

I'm starting to realize that we live in order to change someone else's life.




So me people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a suddenly you realize you can't live without them


I miss those blue eyes, how you kissed me at night, i miss the way we sleep.

I can't believe that i still want you... after all the thing we've been through.

I'm so lost without you and you won't even try to catch me again.

Ära küsi, kui vastusest ei sõltu midagi.

Kõik mis olnud hea ei tule enam tagasi, sinu teha on, et tuleks kõik veel parem kui iial varem.

there are so much things that i wanna say to you, but why can't you hear me?

It's okey when you don't believe me now, just i think you should know, that i've believed you when you said you love me forever.

You were my greatest mistake.

Without you the sky falls a sleep, so forgive me, for getting too deep.

You and me... we used to be together, every day together, always..

I really feel, that i'm losing my best friend, I can't believe this could be the end?!

Life ends when you stop dreaming. Hope ends when you stop believing. Love ends when you stop caring. So, dream, hope and love ...

Promises mean everything, but after they are broken, sorry means nothing 

"Age is just a number" oyeah?! "jail is just a room"

Parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and the rest of it telling us tosit down and shut up

Dear Math, go buy a calculator and solve your own problems. I'm a teenager, not a therapist

When guys get jealous, it's actually kinda cute. When girls get jealous, World War III is about to start

FIRE ALARM. Elementary School: OMG WHAT DO WE DO?! High School: I hope the school burns

At 6: I want to be a princess! At 8: I wanna be a singer! At 11: I wanna be a fashion designer At 17: DUDE I have no idea

Dear Math, stop making me look for your X; she's not coming back. 

And me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it’s not some place you can look for, ’cause it’s not where you go. It’s how you feel for a moment in your life when you’re a part of something, and if you find that moment… it lasts forever…

“Promise me you’ll never forget me because if I thought you would I’d never leave.”

Maybe this is wishful thinking, Probably mindless dreaming, If we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.



Why is it called 'beauty sleep' if you wake up in the morning and look like crap ?

Whenever you're with someone else, I feel so guilty. Because I never gave my best than that someone else did.


Don't think of me as if I'm desperate, I'm just showing my love for you. That love is to give you everything and make you feel as if you're the only person in this world.

Did you ever notice that when someone says „ your changed „ it´s because you stopped living life their way ?

If you even dream of beating me you'd better wake up and apologize


Don’t pretend that you don’t care ,i know that inside your dying to see me and you going to miss me if im gone

Once I had a love. Kissed him every morning. Then one day my love. Left with no warning…

A memory lasts forever, never does it die. True friends stay together, & never say goodbye

Did you call me a Bitch ? Well, Bitch is a dog. Dogs bark. Barks is on trees. Trees are part of nature, and nature is beautiful , so yeah thanks for compliment

Out of all the lies you have told "I love you" was my favorite

if u can't get someone out of your head, then maybe they are supposed to be there

i talked louder and laughed harder just to get you to look my way.

When you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you 

dream a little today. you can face reality tomorrow.

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you

Now, you're being a part of my memory, a part of my life and a half part of my half heart

Let me be angry...Please...It's the only way that I can keep you from seeing how much I really need you.

THE GREATEST IRONY IN LIFE is knowing that the greatest things worth dying for are the only thinks worth living for 

If he doesn't chase you after you walk away, keep walking. 

It's amazing what you can hide, Just by putting on a smile


What you don't like happening to yourself, Don't do it to others!

You can't expect to find the right someone until you know who you are, what matters to you, and what makes your heart happy. 


Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will come after you.

If you don't care, do not see. If you don't see, do not judge. If you don't judge, do not talk.

You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.

We do not remember days, we remember moments. The richness of life lies in memories we have forgotten. 


A lot of people are afraid to say what they want. That's why they don't get what they want.

SMILE = The best make-up any girl could wear!

Relationships are like drugs, they either kill you, or give you the best feeling of your life.

We never lose friends. We just figure out who our real ones are.

Don't keep thinking about your ex, by doing so you're just giving them more and more power to hurt you.

Ladies.. catching the guy's heart is easy, but keeping him faithful is the real accomplishment.
I know you're sorry; I just don't know if that's good enoughi jutustage midagi kellegile. Sest kui te kellestki jutustate hakkate teda igatsema

cry me a fucking river, bitch ´

tsau jälle, nüüd ma pole pmst 4 päeva mitte midagi kirjutan ja nüüd kirjutan taas. :) 

12.01.2010 oli issi sünnipäev,  käisin koolis, peale kooli koju, koristasin ja tegin süüa ja tulid külalised. Sain kätuga kokku ja siis läksime kristeli juurde, pärast kätu juurde ja koju. kodus käis ilge möll, isegi 1-2 aastased diskopepud tantsisid ja mina olin DJ. lahee kas pole ?:)
13.01.2010 kooli ma ei jõudnud tänu issi süntarile. magasin pool päeva maha, sain lauraga kokku ja leppisime ära temaga. ma olen küll nõrk, et ei suuda olla kaua kellegiga tülis, aga ka mõnesmõttes tugev, sest andestamine on ju tugevate omadus. seega jalutasime ja käisime tema juures koos PÄTUGA (minu nähtamatu sõber). ja siis läksin koju ja õhtul eee ... ma ei mäleta mis tegin, välja  läksin vist. okeivahet pole.
14.01.2010 käisin koolis, 7-st tunnist 2-s, andekas eks. mina, jupi, joel ja sandra olime niisama koolispeal, väljas v siis puhvetis, meil on targemat alati teha kui õppida. yearight. ja siis läksime sandraga sandra juurde ja rääkisime elust. kuradi mõnus oli tegelikult. aga siis läksin koju ja hakkasin suht kohe sättima ja siis laura süntarile. jeeee, so fun! fckyea kui huvitav elu mul on :)
15.01.2010 jou, ärkasin, tulin netti, sõin, sättisin, ootan emme kõnet kuna ta mulle järele tuleb ja poodi minuga läheb, fakk nah ja siis niisama netis passin ja teeen petsiga hetkel veebi. joupets. siis mõtlesin nüüd kirjutada GERDAST, kas teil on kunagi olnud nii, et reidis keegi Sind kommenteerib, küsib msni ja kui temaga rääkima hakata siis ta on täpselt nagu Sinu teisik? ei ole? minul igatahes on. ta mõistab mind ja minu muresid, ta lohutab ja annab nõu, ta teab läbi neti, milline ma tegelikult olen ja ta tunneb mind paremini kui keegi mu lähedane inimene. igaljuhul ma võin nüüd juba öelda, missest et me oleme ainult 2-3 nädalat suhtlend temaga, et ma armastan teda! ja seda ei muuda mittemiski. :) 


okei, õhtul tuleb juttu juurde. :)